Aroma
Now I'm forced to walk away
Reflection and Context
This piece was written from the tension between being desired and being seen. It reflects the moment when attention, attraction, and fascination were mistaken for emotional safety and intention. Beneath the surface of being admired was the quiet realization that lust can mimic intimacy while offering none of its care, protection, or depth.
The poem speaks from the place of a woman learning to distinguish between someone who wants access to her body and someone who is capable of honoring her heart. It captures the clarity that comes when boundaries must be spoken plainly, when “no” is not confusion but wisdom, and when walking away becomes an act of self-preservation rather than loss.
Reflection Prompt
Have you ever felt desired but not truly valued?
What does it look like for you to require love that honors both your body and your heart, rather than settling for attention that only consumes?
Original Performance
This piece was originally performed as part of the Lips & Poetry series, where spoken word meets lived experience. Watch the original recording below to hear the rhythm, breath, and emotion that first carried these words.