I Told God to Take My Life Apr 19, 2026 Excerpt This episode asks a hard question: people say they’d lay their life down for someone—but when the moment actually comes, would you? I share a time when doctors told me my son’s heart was faili... Read more
Meet Again: Lips & Poetry Apr 14, 2026 I Told God I told God that if kaykay left I'd go with him. After 8 years I can't imagine a life of 365 without him by my side. Guess I lied cause I'm still here. Year one survived, thriving only by gr... Read more
When Friends Break up Apr 12, 2026 Excerpt In this episode, I’m talking about grief and friendships—what it looks like to outgrow people without needing a dramatic betrayal, and how “walking away” doesn’t have to be angry or messy. Som... Read more
A Mother's Love: Lips & Poetry Apr 7, 2026 Mother's Love A mother’s love is greater than any ocean that flows Deeper than any addiction that knows how to hold on without letting go Slowly holding that fragile human being that was just created ... Read more
My Relationship with My Body Apr 5, 2026 Excerpt In this episode, I’m talking about what it’s like growing up with weight issues—how people make assumptions based on what they see, and how those assumptions can shape your self-image in painf... Read more
Twenty-One Questions: Lips and Poetry Mar 31, 2026 I Saw You You walked outside in the night air to light your cigarette Light skin good looking man standing tall Bastard Without a care or thought in the world you stood there smokin your life away I s... Read more
When Life Move's too Fast Mar 29, 2026 Excerpt In this episode, I’m talking about swift change and lane change —how life after trauma can feel like everything is changing at once, and yet somehow nothing feels like it’s moving. Grief can m... Read more
Invisible : Lips and Poetry Mar 24, 2026 Sticks & Stones They say stick and stones But their words won't leave me alone Penetrating deeper than the dicks that violated me Bitch Shaming me into silence Whore I cry invisible bloody tears Dick ... Read more
Why I Feel Like an Imposter Mar 22, 2026 Excerpt In this episode, I unpack imposter syndrome through the lens of grief—specifically what happens when a loss strips you of the titles you built your life around. After my son passed, I realized... Read more
Would You : Lips & Poetry Mar 17, 2026 Content Note This recording addresses experiences of sexual violence and may be triggering for some viewers. Please engage at your own pace and with care. What would they say What would they say if I ... Read more
The Reality of being a Baby Mother Mar 15, 2026 Excerpt This episode continues the Baby Mother Apologies series by exploring forgiveness as distance—not reconciliation, not access, not restoration, but release. Through an open letter poem titled “D... Read more
Sweet Aroma: Lips & Poetry Mar 10, 2026 Aroma Does my sweet aroma please you Tease you Make you fall to your knees with wonder? Wondering if the experience will be everything you fantasize? You fan the size of your lies That seem to have ma... Read more